Exhale. A summer of coming home to yourself.
Eight Fridays. Sixty sacred minutes each. A circle for women in family life, at any stage, who are ready to set down what they've been carrying β and pick up the version of themselves they've been missing.
Plus β four Subtle Practice Office Hours with Autum, every other Tuesday morning at 10 AM Eastern. All sessions recorded so you can join live, watch later, or both.
Hello, incredible woman
A few minutes from me, before you read on.
Between stimulus and response, there is a space. In that space lies our freedom and power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and freedom.Viktor Frankl
Hello incredible woman,
I have a feeling I already know the head space you might be in right now. I know it well β in fact, I've spent the last decade finding my way through the longest, most winding, most rewarding journey there seems to be: from my head to my heart. I've co-founded and built businesses that have helped hundreds and hundreds of people make that same descent. And still, I have found myself returning to the familiar patterns of mental fatigue, of disconnection from myself, my husband, and my kids, of hiding behind the very work I created to help other people free themselves.
If reading this is bringing tears to your eyes, I am giving you a big warm hug right now. I can already hear the thoughts popping up β What is wrong with me? Why do I keep doing this to myself? Will I ever escape this feeling of not having enough time, enough energy, enough emotional capacity to hold it all?
I am standing right beside you to remind you: there is nothing β not even a microgram of anything β wrong with you. You don't need to be fixed. You need to be nourished. You need to be reminded of how incredible you already are.
We are in a unique moment as women. We've found ourselves wearing more hats inside the household than ever before β master organizers, jugglers of many bags, chore delegators, application-filler-outers, email and text message communication wizards, career climbers β and at the beginning and end of the day, the ones still able to find all the layers of clothing for the kids and give the best hugs when little toes get stubbed and big feelings get hurt.
But what about us, and what really lights us up? You can't give from an empty cup, you know. We've all heard it a hundred times and laughed-or-cried inside. And then asked: where is the time and energy to fill the cup?
What we have forgotten β and largely lost β is that it has only been a very short stretch of human history that families have lived isolated from one another. Women's nervous systems were developed over many thousands of years to be in close proximity with other women: laughing, playing, commiserating, helping, and weaving shared tradition through structured rites of passage. Your body remembers this even if your calendar doesn't.
There is nothing wrong with you. You are living inside a system that was not built for you, and you have done a damn good job navigating it.
The good news is that we women are far more powerful than we can even fathom β especially when we come together with shared intention.
This recurring tail spin of waking up nauseous with realizations that we are living out of alignment with our values β not practicing what we preach to our kids and to the people we love most β does not have to be our normal anymore. I have been blessed beyond measure to have friends and mentors along my path who have been courageous enough to remind me that no one is coming to save me. I get to choose my own adventure here. So do you.
This is why I have been so passionate about leading transformative women's circles for the last five years. When powerful women gather in a room to lift each other up, to see and be seen, to exhale and expand together, time collapses and quantum leaps occur.
I am inviting you now into exactly such a container, this summer β eight Fridays beginning June 19th β to give yourself permission to tune your energy field, collapse time, and invite miracles into your life alongside other amazing women just like you.
Because the cost of not interrupting this pattern is too great. And the reward of letting yourself feel alive again is beyond measure. It is for you β and it is also for your marriage, your kids, your community. Your energy has the power to shift every room you walk into.
Imagine the ripple effect of claiming your power, your joy, and your magnetism this summer. That is the REAL beach body vibe that will make your dreams come true this summer.
I would love to see your beautiful self inside this circle very soon. β€οΈ
Eight Fridays. Sixty sacred minutes each.
A consistent weekly anchor β short enough to honor your real life, deep enough to actually shift it.
Each Friday rotates between two cleared containers.
The Circle
A facilitated large-group session built on Courtney's Before You Go framework β a guided arc through where you are, what you're carrying, and what gets to shift.
- State Your nervous system this week β where your body actually is.
- Story What you're carrying, and what carrying it is costing you.
- Strategy What gets to shift between this Friday and the next.
The Heart Pods
Courtney facilitates breakout into smaller pods for a silent heart-coherence practice β followed by an unstructured pod debrief.
- The silent practice A shared heart-coherence technique held in the field of your pod.
- The lineage Inspired by the work of Lynne McTaggart on group coherence and Dr. Joe Dispenza on heart-brain entrainment.
- The pod debrief Unstructured, no agenda β real conversation about what arose in the silence.
We open in the full Circle on June 19 and alternate from there.
Eight weeks is not arbitrary.
Studies on dedicated mindfulness practice have shown something measurable: roughly eight weeks of consistent attention β even a short daily rhythm β can shrink the size of the amygdala, the part of the brain that has been holding you in chronic alarm.
This is not poetic language. It is a structural softening of the survival response, week by week. It is why this circle is held over eight weeks instead of a single weekend β your nervous system asks for a rhythm long enough to actually reorganize.
A circle of women
Each Friday morning, you gather live on Zoom with Courtney and a small circle of women just like you β all of us setting down the week and making sixty cleared minutes that are yours.
A guided practice
Each session weaves heart coherence, somatic regulation, journaling, and shared reflection β the technologies that actually shift the nervous system out of survival and back into resonance.
Practice you carry
Between Fridays, you're held by your bespoke subtle mushroom plan and journal β a rhythm of micro-practice that anchors what the circle opens and lets the eight weeks compound.
The four Circle themes.
Each Friday Circle Call opens with a weekly theme and a small, optional challenge to carry into your home, your work, and your time out in the world β inspired by the School of Womanly Arts tradition (Regena Thomashauer / Mama Gena). Playful, doable, and designed to land the work of the circle in your real, ordinary, family-centered life β the kitchen, the school pickup, the grocery store, the bedroom, the boardroom.
Your womantra Β· Week 1
Naming who you are becoming, in your own words. Yours to carry forward.
The weekly treat Β· Week 3
Pleasure scheduled in on purpose β the way most of us schedule errands.
The desire list Β· Week 5
Saying what you actually want, out loud, on paper, where you can see it.
Bragging practice Β· Week 7
Letting yourself be witnessed in your goodness, without minimizing.
All challenges are optional β meant to be playful, not another item on your to-do list. The Pod Connection Calls on the in-between Fridays (Weeks 2, 4, 6, 8) and the every-other-Tuesday Subtle Practice Office Hours with Autum live around these four themes β so the whole summer holds you between Circles.
In the lineage of the School of Womanly Arts
A bespoke subtle mushroom plan, made for you.
Every woman in this circle receives a personalized 8-week subtle mushroom communion plan, generated from her own answers to a quiet, reflective questionnaire β not a template, not a one-size offering.
Your plan is calibrated to your experience level, your sensitivity, your real weekly windows, and the intention you are bringing to this season. It maps a gentle rhythm of subtle-threshold practice across the eight weeks β yours to keep, yours to pace, yours to carry forward beyond the circle.
- Designing Your Communion A reflective questionnaire you complete before Week 1 β sensitivity, current state, weekly windows, intention.
- Your Personalized Plan An 8-week subtle mushroom communion path, calibrated to your responses. Mild, medium, or full subtle threshold β your discernment as the final guide.
- Your Companion Journal A beautifully designed journal to track each session, anchor your intention, and let the practice metabolize between weeks.
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Subtle Practice Office Hours with Autum
Four 30-minute group office hours over the program β every other Tuesday at 10 AM ET β focused entirely on your subtle mushroom practice. Open to women contributing at the $500 level or higher.
Autum Psanctuary member Β· Level 2 graduate since 2023 Β· trained in mushroom-specific somatic work.
The fungi are sourced with love and care.
For the sacred mushroom dimension of this practice, we hold a relationship with the founders of Mama Dose β small-batch growers who infuse a tremendous amount of love, attention, and reverence into every step of how their sacrament is cultivated and prepared.
Their care shows up in the work itself. The mushroom you sit with is the mushroom that was tended to with intention.
For women who don't grow their own and don't have a trusted source, you may choose to acquire your sacrament through Mama Dose. They have generously extended a 25% gift to women in this program β a partnership in this season of returning home to yourself. Sourcing is always your own free choice and responsibility; the Church does not own, control, or supervise Mama Dose.
This is for you if β
This circle is for you if
- You are a woman in family life, at any stage, and you are used to doing it all
- You feel the tail spin of being out of alignment with your own values, even as you give endlessly to everyone else
- You are tired of being the only one in the room remembering everything
- You are quietly ready to put yourself back on your own list
- You sense that something is asking you to come home to yourself this summer
- You are open to the support of subtle sacred mushroom practice, held within a sovereign and reverent framework
What to bring
- Sixty sacred minutes, every Friday, for eight weeks
- A journal, a candle, and a quiet corner of your home
- Honesty in answering your reflective questionnaire β your plan is only as true as your answers
- Willingness to be seen, witnessed, and held by other women
- Yourself β the one underneath all the hats
Women who have been in a circle with Courtney.
"Courtney elevated the virtual experience of community in a way I didn't think was possible. The engagement felt real, intimate, and alive because of how intentionally the space was facilitated."
"What I enjoyed most was the interaction between the women and Courtney's exceptional facilitation skills. She creates a space where people feel seen, engaged, and genuinely connected."
Eight weeks. One investment.
A sliding scale, in honor of where you actually are. Pay what feels true.
Every tier includes all 8 live circles, session recordings, your bespoke subtle mushroom plan, and your companion journal. Subtle Practice Office Hours β every other Tuesday at 10 AM ET β are open at the $500 contribution level and above.
Registration closes when we reach 22 women, or the morning of Wednesday, June 17, 2026 β whichever comes first. Secure your seat with intention.
Current Psanctuary Members receive a special offering on all events and programs β use code MEMBEROFFICIAL at checkout.
You may be wonderingβ¦
Yes β and we require a 15-minute fit-check call with Courtney before you begin, just to make sure this container is the right fit for you in this season. Here is how it works:
- Contribute at the tier that feels right for you.
- Immediately after your contribution, you will receive a link to book a 15-minute Zoom call with Courtney.
- If on that call we both agree the 8-week is a good fit, you are in β and your seat is held.
- If for any reason it is not a good fit β for either of us β your contribution is fully refunded, no questions asked.
Women who joined the June Exhale Circle have already met Courtney in person, in practice, and do not need this call. Everyone else, this short conversation is part of how we keep the Circle empowering for all participants β so every woman in the room is set up to receive what she came for.
In two simple, intentional ways:
- An easy-access webpage holds everything shared in the program β replays, your Subtle Sacrament Dosing Guides, the companion journal, integration prompts, links you'll need. You'll receive the URL on enrollment.
- A simple group text-message thread. That's it. No app, no platform, no algorithm. Old-school SMS β the kind of communication that travels at the speed of presence. Daily check-ins, prompts before each Friday circle, the occasional voice memo from Courtney.
We chose this on purpose. Many of you spend your week tending platforms and apps. The 8-Week Circle is a place to put one down, not pick another up.
Contributions are non-refundable. The Circle is small and intentional β your seat is held for you from the moment you contribute, which means it cannot be held for someone else. If something genuinely unforeseen comes up, please reach out and we will find a way to take care of you β but please choose your tier with intention and only contribute at a level you can comfortably support without financial strain.
Not at all. This Circle is open to women everywhere. Some of you will be longtime Psanctuary women; some will have just discovered us. Both are welcome and held the same way.
Yes β and more of it every year. A few highlights:
- A 2025 Nature Communications Biology study of a seven-day group meditation retreat found measurable biological changes after the intervention: decreased functional integration in the default-mode and salience networks of the brain, increased BDNF (a neuroplasticity protein), enhanced glycolytic metabolism, and modulation of inflammatory, anti-inflammatory, and endogenous-opioid pathways. The researchers concluded that intensive non-pharmacological mind-body practice "produces broad short-term neural and plasma-based molecular changes associated with enhanced neuroplasticity, metabolic reprogramming, and modulation of functional cell signaling pathways." Read it on Nature.
- A 2024 study in Applied Psychophysiology and Biofeedback on Heart Rhythm Meditation (hand on heart, deep slow breath) found increases in heart-rate variability and vagal tone, plus a statistically significant increase in well-being scores for participants who practiced daily for more than ten minutes. Read it on Springer.
- The American Psychological Association has long documented that chronic stress without recovery practices contributes to cardiovascular strain, musculoskeletal tension, immune suppression, and endocrine disruption β and that practices regulating the nervous system are protective. APA Β· Stress effects on the body.
When you put hand to heart, slow your breath, and turn toward another woman in shared intention, your nervous system reads it as safety. Your vagal tone rises. Your heart-rate variability shifts into what HeartMath researchers call physiological coherence β a smoother, more rhythmic heart pattern that travels through your bloodstream and electromagnetic field. In a group, this coherence appears to synchronize between participants.
HeartMath Institute's research on group coherence shows that when small groups intentionally hold a state of appreciation and care together, their HRV patterns measurably synchronize β even when participants aren't touching or directly looking at each other. HeartMath Research Library.
Lynn McTaggart is a journalist and researcher who has spent two decades studying focused-intention experiments in small groups. A few findings she documents:
- In her Power of Eight circles β groups of about eight people holding a focused intention for one other person β participants consistently report rebound effects: the sender's own health, relationships, or sense of purpose improves alongside (sometimes more than) the receiver's. McTaggart calls this the "mirror effect."
- Her larger Intention Experiments, run with collaborating universities, have measured statistically significant effects of focused group intention on plant growth, seed germination, water structure, and human electrodermal activity β pointing to focused group intention as a measurable physical variable, not just a felt experience.
- Her broader thesis: consciousness operates as a non-local field that can be deliberately structured by groups in intentional coherence.
Read more at lynnemctaggart.com, or in The Intention Experiment and The Power of Eight.
Yes β collective intention, prayer, and song circles are among the oldest spiritual technologies on earth. A handful of traditions that have practiced gathered intention for centuries or millennia:
- Sufi Zikr circles β the rhythmic group remembrance of the divine name, breath-synchronized in concentric rings. Britannica Β· Dhikr.
- Indigenous council circles across North American nations (Haudenosaunee, Lakota, DinΓ©, Cherokee), where decisions and healings are held by a circle of women or elders speaking in turn. Smithsonian NMAI Β· Native Knowledge 360Β°.
- Rosicrucian contemplative orders β a Christian-mystical tradition tracing to the seventeenth-century manifestos, with living lineages (AMORC, Lectorium Rosicrucianum, the Rosicrucian Fellowship) that still gather in temples and study circles for silent group meditation, sacramental ritual, and healing services held in concentric small groups. Britannica Β· Rosicrucians.
- Hesychast prayer of the Eastern Orthodox tradition β the ancient Christian contemplative practice of the "Jesus Prayer," breath-synchronized and held alongside fellow practitioners in community, traced from the desert mothers and fathers through Mount Athos to today. Britannica Β· Hesychasm.
- Tibetan Buddhist sangha and tonglen β communal practices of breathing in suffering and breathing out compassion, designed to be done in groups. Lion's Roar Β· Tonglen.
- Hindu satsang and kirtan β the gathered community singing the divine name together for hours. Britannica Β· Satsang.
- Hawaiian HoΚ»oponopono β a family or community circle of forgiveness, reconciliation, and shared intention. Polynesian Cultural Center Β· HoΚ»oponopono.
What women have always known, in many languages and bodies, modern instruments are now beginning to measure.
Yes, on three reinforcing layers β and there is a real cultural shift happening underneath us.
Psanctuary Church is a recognized religious organization. Psanctuary is a 508(c)(1)(A) nonprofit religious charitable corporation registered with the State of Washington (EIN #86-3487436). Under 26 U.S.C. Β§ 508(c)(1)(A), churches are exempt from applying for a 501(c)(3) approval letter β the IRS treats them as automatically tax-exempt religious organizations. We are not a wellness brand or a therapy practice operating under spiritual cover. We are first and foremost a church.
Official and active membership in Psanctuary adds defensible proof of your sincerity. Under RFRA, sincerity is the litmus test β and an active, ordained member of a sincere religious body carries a strong defensible record. Membership at Psanctuary is not a transaction; it is a stewarded relationship that includes a signed covenant, a code of ethics, attendance at services, ongoing participation, completion of training courses, and a documented practice. Active members benefit from Psanctuary's legal testimony to that effect should the question ever arise in a court of law.
The Religious Freedom Restoration Act (RFRA). RFRA is the federal law that protects sincere religious practice from substantial government burdens, including the religious use of otherwise-controlled sacraments. In the landmark 2006 Supreme Court case Gonzales v. UDV, the Court unanimously upheld the UniΓ£o do Vegetal church's right to use ayahuasca as a sacrament under RFRA. Multiple sacred-mushroom and entheogen ministries now operate under the same framework β including ours. Read about Gonzales v. UDV.
The Affidavit of Knowing. Each Patron in the 8-Week Circle signs an Affidavit of Knowing β a private common-law contract affirming their free choice to enter the religious practice, their personal responsibility, and the sacramental (not therapeutic) framework of the sacred mushroom communion.
Cultural acceptance is shifting. Oregon legalized psilocybin services in 2020 (Measure 109; Oregon Psilocybin Services); Colorado passed the Natural Medicine Health Act in 2022 (Colorado Natural Medicine); Decriminalize Nature resolutions have passed in dozens of US cities (Decriminalize Nature). Johns Hopkins, Imperial College London, NYU, and MAPS are conducting peer-reviewed psilocybin research with FDA "breakthrough therapy" designation (Johns Hopkins Center for Psychedelic & Consciousness Research). A 2024 UC Berkeley survey found that 61% of US voters support the regulated therapeutic use of psilocybin, with majority support across both political parties.
Bottom line: Sincere religious practice within a recognized church is protected. Active membership adds a defensible record of your sincerity. Personal responsibility still belongs to each Patron. Our umbrella protects sincere members. Your sincerity protects you.
Sourcing is the Patron's own sovereign responsibility. The Church does not sell, supply, or transport sacramental material. Each woman compelled to engage in the Sacred Mushroom Practice will source her own sacred fungi by whatever means she deems appropriate.
In our community, that looks different for different women:
- Some women grow their own β small home cultivation is among the most ancient and intimate ways to be in relationship with the mushroom.
- Some women have a trusted cultivator in their family or community who tends the practice for them.
- Some women know an expert who harvests wild sacred fungi in their bioregion.
- Many women acquire their sacrament through Mama Dose, a separately organized entity that is unaffiliated with the Church and unaffiliated with Courtney Rose β but is a friend of both. Mama Dose offers a small-batch, reverently prepared sacrament. Visit Mama Dose.
Upon enrolling in the 8-Week Exhale Circle, you'll receive a special introductory offer to acquire sacred mushrooms through Mama Dose if you choose that path. The offer is provided as a courtesy to make the path simpler for women who don't already have a cultivator they trust; it is not required, and the relationship between you and Mama Dose is private and your own.
Whatever path you choose, please source mindfully and treat the sacrament as the sacred being it is.
In nearly every part of the world where mushrooms grow, traditional cultures developed sacramental relationships with them β long before modern psychopharmacology had a vocabulary for it.
- Mazatec curanderas of Oaxaca, Mexico β MarΓa Sabina, the most famous Mazatec wisdom-keeper of the 20th century, called the Psilocybe mushrooms los niΓ±os santos ("the holy children") and used them for centuries in all-night healing ceremonies. Smithsonian Magazine Β· MarΓa Sabina.
- Aztec ceremonial use of teonanΓ‘catl β literally "flesh of the gods" β recorded by Spanish chroniclers in the 16th century during religious ceremonies, weddings, and royal coronations.
- Mesoamerican mushroom stones β small carved stone effigies dating from ~1000 BCE to 500 CE, widely understood by archaeologists to depict ceremonial mushrooms. JSTOR Daily Β· The Mushroom Stones of Mesoamerica.
- Siberian and Sami shamans of the Arctic β long traditions of ceremonial use of Amanita muscaria (fly agaric) for spirit-journey and communion with the unseen, documented from at least the 1600s.
- Possibly the Eleusinian Mysteries of ancient Greece β the most influential mystery rite in the ancient world (Aeschylus, Sophocles, Plato, Cicero were all initiates). Scholars including R. Gordon Wasson and Albert Hofmann argued that the sacred drink kykeon contained ergot-derived fungal compounds.
- Indigenous traditions of the Americas, the Pacific, and Africa β mushrooms and other plant teachers held within specific sacramental frameworks, often by women elders. The throughline across cultures: the mushroom is treated as a being, a teacher, or a gateway β not a substance.
What is "new" in the modern Western recovery of sacred mushroom practice is the scientific framing. What is ancient is the practice itself. Johns Hopkins Center for Psychedelic & Consciousness Research is a good entry point if you want to see the modern research.
Inside Psanctuary, we honor the sacrament the way it has been honored for thousands of years β within a sovereign, reverent, religious container, in community, with intention.
A subtle sacrament communion is a small, intentional, sub-perceptual to perspective-shifting amount of sacred mushroom β typically between 0.10 and 0.99 grams β taken as a sacrament, not as a substance. This is 2β25% of what Psanctuary calls an Explorer's Dose (2β4 grams). A subtle communion is a "touch base" with the mushroom: gentle enough to feel the connection, small enough to weave into your week without disrupting your responsibilities. It is a relationship, not a recreation.
We don't use the word "microdose," and the difference is more than semantics. Microdosing in the wider culture is often framed as a productivity hack or supplement-style protocol. At Psanctuary, the mushroom is an ally and mentor to communicate and build a relationship with β not a tool, supplement, or hack. The practice is spiritual first; the benefits to mental clarity, mood, creativity, and physical health are downstream of the spiritual relationship, not the point of it.
The subtle sacrament lies on a spectrum between imperceptible and visionary:
- At 0.10 grams, you may feel a slight lift, heightened sensory clarity, or simply nothing perceptible β and still receive the gift.
- At 0.25β0.50 grams, expect a shift in energy, creative thinking, sensory aliveness; carve out a couple of hours to be free from distraction.
- At 0.99 grams, plan for a fuller 4β8 hour experience; have a trusted person nearby and the day cleared.
You'll receive Psanctuary's Subtle Sacrament Dosing Guides on enrollment to help you choose intentionally.
Yes β and the most important ones are listed here so you can identify whether the Sacred Mushroom Practice is right for you in this season. Any of the conditions below is a flag that you will not receive the 8-Week bespoke Subtle Sacrament Plan; the Programs are still warmly available to you without the sacramental practice.
- Lithium, in any form β there is enough evidence that roughly half of lithium users experience seizures when combined with psilocybin.
- A diagnosis of schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder, or bipolar 1 or 2 β psilocybin is contraindicated for these conditions. If you have a first-degree family history of schizophrenia and are under 30, we will respectfully wait.
- Active suicidal ideation or a recent psychiatric crisis.
On SSRIs (the most widely prescribed antidepressants), the picture is different from MAOIs and ayahuasca: psilocybin does not present a Serotonin Syndrome risk with SSRIs. What is more common is that long-term SSRI use blocks the 5-HT2A receptors so well that psilocybin may have a muted effect. Sometimes the opposite happens β start slow.
For 0.10 to 0.50 grams, communion alone is appropriate for most Patrons. For 0.50 to 0.99 grams, we recommend a trusted person nearby. Above 0.99 grams (which is outside the Subtle Sacrament framework), do not communion alone.
This is the summer you step into truly YOU.
Choose Your TierFor the woman who has been holding everyone β including herself β together.